Mental health issue. Can help me,

With whatever information you have provided it s impossible to come to a conclusion...Needs lot of clarification..

consult a psychiatrist

Do not  delay pls..

May be Negative thought’s are reason behind your depression, lack of motivation , failure but you are the big reason because you gave a power to negative thoughts to control you . In another way we can say negative thought as’ fear of failure’. ‘You can’t stop negative thoughts from popping into your head , but you can choose to stop letting them control you and your life.’’-LORI DESCHENE. Positive people also have negative thoughts . They just don’t let those thoughts to control them . Some tips to control negative thoughts :— Focus on your STRENGTH’S. Do not expect positive changes in your life, if you are surrounded with negative people. Make surrounding positive , it helps best to overcome negativity. Stop thinking that you have negative thoughts , it make you believe that you are having negative thoughts . Use your negative thoughts to HEAL from bad situation, it works. Meditation is a best way to overcome from negativity. ‘There is nothing either good or bad but thinking makes it so’’—WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE . Thank you…

if this doesn't work then consult any Psychologist

Hello..It’s good to see that you are aware of your thoughts/feelings and are doing your best to help yourself .Its ok to witness these thoughts..Our Sub-Conscious has the tendency to re visit those unwanted /not happy moments ....By taking the help of professional you will be able to manage and re shape your thoughts and would be able to re frame them jn a better way.Take Care.

You can connect with me Via Practo, www.counsellingwithanamika.com

Start maintaining a Journal,it will help you to keep a track of your thoughts (positive and negative).