Mental and physical abuse. Me please.

Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. A good relationship is all about trust and commitment. In your case, I don't see both from your partners. Secondly, you can't park your happiness of life on one individual and that too who doesn't value your relationship.. Be clear on your priorities in life i.e either career or relationship. You need focus on one at a time and take a right decision. If you wish to continue a long term relationship relationship, such attitude is going to bring more harm to you both physically and mentally.. Advice you to take a proper counseling support to discuss your problem in detail and take a appropriate solution in your relationship.. Feel free to reach out to me online through Practo app for further evaluation and recommendation.