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Hi Doctor.. I am going through lot of things and everyday its difficult to understand the zig zag mood which I am going through... 1. I always feel low as soon as I get up and I started feeling myself I am worthless 2. Once after I get up I get these back to back thoughts of creating my own itinerary for a day and end doing doing nothing ,rather i will be thinking about why didn't I complete the earlier 3.I keep get lots of mood swings ( I will be extremely happy and after sometime extreme low) 4. Fear about career, fear on many things 5.i get scared for multiple things 6.i start over thinking lot in single topic and regret on things which I missed 7. I observed one thing that I feel sad whole day and sometime I cry too much 8. I get offended by peoples words to me or I feel sad thinking no one loves me 9. I have this stubborn attitude not to listen even if other says right thing 10. I keep making my near people hurt that could be my family or friends 11.shirt tempered