I turned 34 this year, I was diagnosed with
thyroid and PCOS few years back. I was on medication for both since 2018 but it wasn't continuation. So the PCOS is almost ok now but thyroid relapsed everytime whenever I am more stressed.
Now I am facing problems like severe depression and anxiety. I used to had panic breathing attacks than doctor prescribed sleeping pills at that time. Later, that issue was ok but now since past 4 years I am facing problems like seeing black holes even when everyone in the family around me. And now since the beginning of 2024 I feel like my mind is completely blank sometimes, I am keep on watching watching stuff dramas, videos, etc.
Somewhere in my mind I know that what I need to do get back my old weight and set my career but I am not able to do that.
Yes, I have gained lots of weight but loose a little and I am still overweight, I have no job since past 4 years. Last year I found one in an another city but I couldn't keep it and back to home, since then