Hiv related. Sir!

Sir regarding my exposure I'd safe vaginal intercourse(condom didn't broke or slipped), kissing and fingering with a massage therapist like 62 days ago i've been suffering from severe anxiety disorder from then so I did tests like as follows 9th day-ictc(negative) 20th day-std profile(hiv-cmia-negative(0.09),[cmv+] 28th day-Rna pcr test (target not detected) 36th day-hiv duo(cmia)(negative-0.05) 55th day-hiv duo(elfa)(antibody-0.03 and p24-not determinable) I've sore throat from almost 9th day+I got fever,chills and night sweats only on 8th,9th and 10th day)+on 57th day I got string of rashes (photo attached)+62nd day diarrhea (liquid) Met so many doctors they'll said like #nohiv few said to not repeat test again and few asked to wait till 90th day Is this all because I got contracted hiv or due to cmv infection or any other std please help me out feel like suiciding please help me out(humble request please clarify)