Hii i am 18 year old i have a. Help

Hii i am 18 year old i have a tight foreskin and can only see meatus while erection 4 years back after masterbation i started feeling pain on the shaft of the penis and slowly this pain increases over time and i started feeling pain while erection also one day(1.5 yr back)when I masterbated ( a bit rough) i started feeling that pain but ignored it as usual and then the next day when I was in school i suddenly found the penis is shrink and hard and also feel numb no looseness the erection quality decreased after erection the shaft remain swelled and take much time to get normal i also feel contraction and pain in pelvic floor and i used too masterbate by my left hand so  right side of my penis it feels like an injury and also bend towards left side i went from so many doctors androgist and urologist and didn't found any relief. my symptoms are more connected with a rare condition called hard flaccid syndrome it's my  request please help me I don't have that much money please help 😭🙏🙏