Depressn , overthnkng, ngtv thoughts.

Before marriage in 2019 I faced a trauma with so many rzns mixd while I didn't sleep even a min & in the mrnng I got myself so deprssd that it was bttr before that nyt rather thn in the mrnng i startd talked bla bla & non sense talks bcz of too mch ngtv overthnkng in whole nyt and my fmly scared so mch& the mdcn didn't wrkd at my area so my fmly brng me to the dr that was far from my place & we had trvl than time incrsd &we reachd at night and we used to go in the mrnng to the dr & whole night I didn't sleep I think again & then when I go to da dr cable I ws doing so mch stupd thngs I wnt to becm a dr bcz it's still my dream in that condtn I ws sayng so mch coz the situatn wz feelng so bad & he said ys u will becm the dr & understd me & I startd to tke his laptop and all & finlly he gvn me a mdcn at tht tym in frnt of him & I startd havng sleep in the auto & I slept 72 hrs continuously & they feed me in sleep slowly I recoverd m girl & have phobia of mrnng&still minor deprsn