Depressed. Study why do she do this?

Hi Dear, This situation is very disturbing to hear and I can understand how would you feel. I would suggest you to be calm, and show patience at home. It seems you don't share out much. Firstly, build some good relationships with your few friends or relatives or for that matter your own brother. Share your feelings with them. I feel if you tell your Heart out your brother will understand. Spend time with him, if you are good in studies try not to boost in front of your brother. If you find no one to express out, start writing down your thoughts, try not to keep it within yourself. May a daily diary will be a good idea. Secondly, keep doing what you do for the family. You are investing in them, they are not acknowledging right now but what I am asking you to do next eventually they will. Talk to your parents, specially your mother. You can go out for a evening walk with her, you can involve yourself in what she likes to do, may be talk about her interest area. Once you have a good relationship with her, she would surely understanding you. Maintain a routine for yourself, try and indulge in some daily exercises to keep yourself mentally and physically healthy. If all of this does get you satisfactory results. Consult a counselor or psychologist who can understand you better face to face and make your parents realise.

Oh! Sounds so sad. But when you are calm and peaceful, sit by all yourself and reflect whether everything that you have written is justified. Surely there is some truth in what you say. But it does not mean that your mother loves you less. True she may give preference to your brother. But it is natural for mothers to express their liking for a child on some occasions and another on some other occasion. You should not take it so negatively. Remember, nobody's life is perfect. If you can go into your brother's mind and look at your family dynamics, you might find that he too has some complaints that he is being ignored and you are being favored. It all depends upon one's perception and how you adjust. Please do not be so sensitive. Learn to smile and create such an atmosphere in your home that your family members rally around you. Join some sport, practice pranayama and meditation regularly; you will start feeling much better. It will help you mobilize your inner resources and you will not suffer so much for want of company because you will feel contented with these activities. If you still feel depressed then there is nothing wrong in meeting a psychiatrist in person, and take his advice. Good luck. Smile! Everything will eventually turn out well.