Body image. Which further puts me down?

Dear mam I am at sorry that you are feeling this way. It seems that you are this sense of low self esteem and a poor self image. I will suggest that you see a professional for a further discussion and evaluation to understand the roots of this problem. Do not lose hope. A lot of people are able to come out of it with the help of proper support. Please seek professional help.feel free to contact me through practo or online thanks Regards Dr Ankita Mishra

Hi, I am sorry you are going through such a tough time. At this point, without knowing your full history, I would not like to label you with any psychiatric disorder, but I can clearly see that your life is being affected. These feelings of being worried and upset about one's looks, appearances, beauty and flaws can be quite disabling. It can even lead to depression and anxiety. The solution here is a form of talking therapy called cognitive behavioral therapy, which can identify your wrong and maladaptive thoughts and ideas about yourself, about others and your ideas of beauty itself. The therapy usually involves 12 -16 sessions over a few months. Medicines might be required, based on a psychiatric assessment.

Talk to psychiatrist and find a psychologist/ psychiatrist competent in cognitive behavioral therapy