Below mentioned. Please help sos!

I m suffering from addiction to mobile games, 18+ videos, concentration problem, very low self esteem, depression , also I don't love myself, i don't have gf that also a type of depression, phobia from studies and jobe xams. Less interest in enjoying life and reality. Loves supernatural things believe in magic , always i m trying to move away from reality, also trying to study for job exam but still failure. I want treatment of above REASONS. Studying books seems like poison to me . Frequently masturbate, I want to study hard for job exams at least at last moment. In my past life and present I have financial problems. During my child hood days i am always bullied and beaten by my friends and classmates that had deep impact on me. They use to do it to impress girls. I also don't love myself . Therefore i request you to provide me medications and therapeutic treatment for my self improvement. Please give medications and therapy that have PERMANENT solutions. PLEASE HELP SOS