Hello,
Your description here does suggest that a professional intervention can help your condition. You have made a good start by seeking help on this platform.
The problems shared by you here may be related to social anxiety, depression, personality traits, or a medical condition like
thyroid, anemia etc. Hence my first suggestion for you is to seek a consultation with a psychiatrist near you. The psychiatrist will assess your health in details including a detailed interview, some psychological tests, and some blood investigation. Thereafter a comprehensive management plan to help you can be formulated. Based on brief information shared by you here a combination of medication and psychological intervention may be well suited to your needs.
Hope this helps you. Best wishes for your health and future.
Next Steps
Please seek a consultation with a psychiatrist near you for assessment and management.