I try to avoid public places, I hate people generally, I have high mood swings, I can be happy one second and in another second I'm depressed , I can't concentrate on studies or anything basically, my head hurts I get trauma after seeing or listening to something triggering my trauma n I do get a mild panic attack and I talk to myself all the time but this is genetic, I feel to kill myself, I always get lost in thoughts I forget what I wanted to say n I just am weird, I think I'm bipolar..