Hi,
This is Dr Kishore.
I just came across your problem and I am sorry to hear that you are feeling dull and having suicidal ideas.
I can understand the magnitude of the problem and so let me help you in reducing your depressive symptoms as early as possible.
Next Steps
You can contact me online via Practo so that we can discuss your problems and find a meaningful and helpful solution at the earliest.
Health Tips
Please do not neglect the symptoms and take consultation, as a qualified psychiatrist is the right person to help you in situations like these.