I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It sounds like you're going through a difficult time and all the symptoms seem to be associated with anxiety disorder subject to frequency, intensity and duration of such symptoms. Please consult a counselling psychologist who can understand the underlying issues behind your feelings and make a big difference in managing your anxiety and regaining a sense of control. It's okay to feel this way, but please remember to seek support as it’s already getting worse as per your description. You don’t have to go through this alone, seeking help is a sign of strength!
Next Steps
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