Hello! Although you have been to a Psychologist before please understand that what you're feeling can be best worked upon with a professional expert. Sometimes we discontinue treatment if we don't see immediate results or quit it altogether instead of taking another opinion.
Maybe a different psychologist would be a better fit for you.
Next Steps
in order to decrease dependency on medications, it is important to learn strategies to manage your condition and slowly taper the medications. I will suggest the next step to seek Counselling.
Health Tips
Don't wait for your condition to get worse; since you're aware about what you're feeling, help make it better.