I am living with my parents after having a baby, since my husband works outside the country. I am having trouble coping with my mother's criticism. She is overtly critical of everything I do and is quite convinced I am not capable bringing up a child. I failed to breastfeed my baby too, so may be she's right !She wants me to be indebted to her for helping me with my kid. This is affecting me mentally and I cannot enjoy my motherhood as I thought I would. But she loves my baby and baby is quite attached to her. So I cannot move out. It does not help that my husband is a selfish person only caring about his family members, of which seemingly I am not a part any longer! I have never been a very confident individual and right now I am feeling empty and worthless. I thought mothers are supposed to be safe spaces for children but I don't have that anymore. I feel my life has lost meaning and I do not deserve love. Its a very sinking feeling and need some help to come out of it.