It sounds like you are going through a very difficult period with multiple stressors, family conflicts, and ongoing sleep difficulties. When problems accumulate over time, it is common to feel emotionally and physically exhausted, overwhelmed, and unable to cope. Persistent sleep disturbance can further worsen stress, mood, concentration, and overall well-being. I would strongly recommend seeking support from a psychologist or counsellor for emotional support and coping strategies, and consulting a psychiatrist if sleep problems have been severe or persistent for months.
Next Steps
You do not have to handle all of this alone. Reaching out for help is an important first step, and with the right support, things can gradually become more manageable. If you ever feel unsafe or unable to cope, please seek immediate professional or emergency support.