It sounds like you're going through a tough time right now, feeling overwhelmed by negative thoughts and emotions. It's important to acknowledge that what you're experiencing is valid, and seeking support from a professional could be beneficial.
Next Steps
I can help you explore these feelings in a safe and supportive environment, develop coping strategies, and work towards finding more positive thoughts and behaviors. Additionally, practicing self-care activities such as exercise, mindfulness, and maintaining a healthy diet can also contribute to improving your overall well-being.