Hello dear, The description provided by you here is suggestive of a depressive episode. Hence I would suggest that you please seek a consultation with a psychiatrist near you for assessment and treatment. Depression is a treatable medical illness and can lead to significant distress and loss of functioning. Hence leaving the same untreated can have negative concequences. However please be well assured that your condition can be helped with proper guidance and treatment. Hope this helps you. Best wishes for your health and future.