There's is an aggression in me deep within. In an attempt to suppress it over a period of 6 to 7 years, things have got only worse, I've got quite furious, short sighted and many more consequences. To people I usually appear to be very calm over a first few meetings but only I can feel the rage within. I'm going to get married within a few months.  I love her but I'm very afraid that this problem of mine may ruin things. The problems have started to surface currently, I've started losing friends. Please help me.