I am a working woman. I have many problems due to my family. Physically and mentally i am not well. I cannot trust others, because all are depend me only for money not for love and care. I have one good friend and guide..  Now, we  breakup our friendship. But i cannot forget our past memories. I lost my work concentration, sleeping, happiness, self respect. I feel lonely and i hate myself. In many times i try to suicide attempt. How to recover and relief our past memories? Already i was consultant a pshyciatristic. But i am not recovered. Please give me a solution. Thank you