Seek counseling sessions immediately. You will be benefited.

Hi, Consult a psychologist

Hi You feel you are not getting attention from home because you are the only girl. You are feeling insecure and jealous. It seems like your insecurity is affecting your relationship. You want to happy. To feel better consult a psychologist. A psychologist will guide you on how you can be happy. You have to be happy with yourself. Being happy with yourself will help you enjoy relationships.

Sure connect with me let’s talk about it in detail let’s trace the root of this

Hi... It is perfectly okay to feel happy, sad, jealous, or generous at times. These are all natural human emotions which have a place of their own in different phases of our lives. Your breakup and your issues with your parents not giving you enough attention is one of the reasons for your unhappiness. But I believe the more prominent issue is that you don't have anything or anyone to lookup to. You are not able to drive your identity out of anything and that has also become an issue in itself. A challenging career or a good relationship not only provides us an occupation but it also gives us a sense of identity and value that we all human beings crave for. Creating a healthy relationship might take some time but you may start finding something you are passionate about and try to create a profession out of it. Joining a course or a degree or finding a job may be a good start. Do not try to look too far ahead. Just take one step at a time and you will find yourself in a better place than yesterday.

Connect with psychiatrist  and psychologist to resolve inner  conflicts .

Hi dear, it's the right approach that you have taken to evaluated  your cause of pain and unhappiness. Now just imbibe learning from your past experience and apply this learning in your behaviour. Yes it's true sometime change is difficult due to past conditioning. That is why it is said EQ is more than IQ. You can learn emotional management skills and resources skills from any mental health care professional nearby or through practo online consultation.