Seems like Harm ocd Rest assured People who have this ocd will not act on their thoughts because they know the thoughts are absurd unlike hallucinations Anxiety is the underlying cause and we need to assess what started it. It could be anything may be some insecurity Did these thought start after delivery then it could be post partum too. You reach out lets devise a plan start therapy and get you out of this terrible feeling Consult with me or any psychologist All the best May you heal soon :)

Hi, These kind of problems can be solved with therapy and counseling. At sever level, patients need medicine but any situation need to be evaluated with a professional and specialist. Please avoid medicine till you be sure you need it. Anxiety and obsessive thoughts all have reasons and need to be cured from the roots. Medicine can only change the symptoms without treatment the main reason. First you need to consult with a psychologist/therapist to evaluate your problem with some more details. Then with therapy, you must be feeling better without medicine... Please take care.

You need medication with DBT .

We happen to see where such intrusive thoughts of harming the loved ones or harming others in the OCD type spectrum disorders. Patients under going such symptoms are likely to have anxiety, fearfulness and depressive feelings associated with guilt arising in such cases.

Urgent psychiatric consultation