Hi dear thanks for your approach, I understand through your statement, that you are under deep emotional distress, yes you can take the support from friends and family , but that support should not lead to the emotional dependency. You can vent out and can try to cope with your disturbance. Some where it indicates you might have lot of negative thoughts. At the earliest please take the help of experts also. Take care, stay positive.
Next Steps
Please visit psychologist for assessment and guidance through online or offline.
Health Tips
Follow regular routine and healthy diet, can socialize whom you feel comfortable. Yoga will help to balance your emotions.