Hello Thanks for query. I understand your concern about your career life. It's positive step you have taken to handle your situation independently, there are differences when we deal the issues. Sometimes when we are exhausted we look for support, it may not be dependency, your friend or partner might be supporting or motivating you to be positive in handling your issues. You can approach psychologist in your place get the clarity to yourself and their guidance might explore your capabilities to handle the situation wisely.