You must be going through more than one issues that is bothering you. You are not alone in such situations as this is quite common due to various reasons.  Write down the problems that you are facing,  list out the reasons and causes for each of those problems.  Try to analyse and resolve one at a time. There are probabilities that you will be able to handle them amicably, if they are simple issues. There could be complex issues that would require professional or experienced person's intervention. Experienced could be your elders at home or well-wishers,  professionals  are Counsellor /Psychologist.  Seek help and move ahead in life.  Not worth worrying and drowning in problems