It's sad to read your account and you definitely have a reason to be sad..it's good you have chosen to discuss your problem..such thoughts of harming self by overdose or any other means are dangerous..

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Dear mam I am sorry that you are feeding this way. Sadness, feeling hopeless, lack of interest, crying spells are all symptoms of depression. Please see a psychiatrist for a detailed evaluation and Treatment. Since you are feeling very low and have been having thoughts of harming yourself, please see a psychiatrist at the earliest. Treatment of depression consists of medications as well as psychological therapy. Many people in your situation are able to come out of it with proper treatment and support.tslk to your loved ones about how you are feeling. And please seek professional help at the earliest. Thanks Regards Dr Ankita Mishra

Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. Yes, you are going through depression. Don't hold on such emotional battles within you. Also don't be decisive of life just with this problem in hand. Better ventilate it out our mind. Take counseling help to express your feelings, emotions, concerns and problems openly. I am sure you with such discussions , first you will get a mental relief and clarity to think your life beyond this problem. Don't hesitate to consult. Feel free to reach out to me online for further assistance. Be positive. You will be alright soon.

Yes it's depression Medicine and psychotherapy will help you and u will overcome this Don't lose hope Consult with me or any psychologist for therapy and counseling Connect with me through practo All the best