Dear,
From whatever you have decided, it appears that either you are already in clinical depression or are moving towards it. It is strongly recommended that you should see a psychiatrist or a Psychologist in person soonest to get professional help. They will be able to guide you appropriately towards your next step.
Please do not procrastinate else your condition will deteriorate. Do it at the earliest.
Answered2018-08-30 12:31:57
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