Hello, I hear you and it feels like you have been going through a lot. What i can understand is you want someone to listen empathetically to you. You have been patient in dealing with this and you do not wish to take medication and that is okay. Whenever you get suicidal thoughts, just take a step back from your thoughts and try to seperate your emotions from your actions. It may seem like the best option at the moment but there are other options too. You can book an appointment with me via practo Some of the suicide helpline numbers are:
1. Jeevan Aastha Helpline :
Toll Free : 1800 233 3330 ( Verified )
Answered2020-12-26 06:32:15
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