Hello miss.
Good morning.
I really appreciate ur effort to interact with us. The issues u r facing are undoubtedly uncomfortable . Depression must not be ignored provided that it must be discussed in detail & then diagnosed .
The description of ur symptoms, life , personality , family & social life and many other trival factors that influence ur day to day life are important to discuss before jumping to any conclusion.
I believe that you are taking ur issues sincerely and had already discussed the issues with family ( parent) . Because involvement of family is important to complete the description of ur life & problems.
I will not be in hurry to diagnose you depression bcoz diagnosis of depression requires many other details to confirm. I can assure you, if you show some more effort and talk to any Psychiatrist in particular along with ur family member, definitely we will get these issues of ur life sorted .
Next Steps
Consult any Psychiatrist/ Neuropsychiatrist of ur
choice and get rid of these sufferings.
Health Tips
Don't search anything on google for ur issues it will misguide you further.
Don't follow any treatment on ur own or from any other sources , except Psychiatrist.
Don't take any impulsive desicions.
Try to fix ur sleep cycle and have adequate sleep.
Take balanced diet everyday.
Create some time for excercise or hobbies or anything for urself that makes you feel good.
"" Have a safe & peaceful day .""