Yes, It is painful, to digest that the spouse is looking somewhere, that too when you were in anxiety and straggling to build a bridge.

Hi You are feeling upset about him checking out other profiles when he was in a relationship with you. I understand you are feeling bad about it. It will be good if you can talk to someone about what is in your mind. Talking to a psychologist will help you. You mentioned that he is the best husband and he takes good care of you. It is important to remember that it is sometimes okay to have doubts. With counseling sessions you will feel better.

Hi Empathy Talk to him, have undergone marital therapy. Finally he has chosen you and you're his wife. You must follow relationship principles , must give a person freedom in certain aspects. See present context and dont see past

Whatever you feel cannot be justified as correct or incorrect. It is how you feel and it is very valid. However if you want to move on and give your marriage a real try you will have to understand your feelings communicate them and accept the pain and hurt it has got you.

Hello there I can understand what you might be feeling. It might be hard for you to feel okay after knowing this fact about your husband. And now, since you have a baby girl, it might be more difficult for you to deal with this feeling since you have a family now. Don't worry. Consult a good Psychologist or a Therapist as soon as possible. You can also contact me and I will try to help you towards your recovery. Let's discuss your issues in detail so that you can get towards your solution. Take care. Stay safe and strong. Everything will be alright. You got this!

Yes I can understand you but you need to know about certain situations or may be certain emotions or feeling and actions which isn't meant to get answers.

Hi... You have created a cognitive struggle for yourself by checking his mobile and coming up with this theory. It will be best that you talk to him about this and verify that your version is even true or not. Under pressure people tend to do things that they otherwise won't do. He might be going through some profiles or chatting with other girls as at that time he would be feeling that it won't work out with you. These kinds of situations are very dicey and people tend to respond very differently in such situations. Unless he went serious with anyone, I don't see a reason for you to be worried. About this romantic idea of him searching for other options while you fighting with your family is more of your version. Imagine a situation where you couldn't have gotten married to him, would you have considered yourself a deceitful person? Same way it's not always the outcome that defines character but the reasons and choices people make is what matters.

Yes.. from your perspective, the efforts and the pain  you had to go through for this marriage to happen, you can feel so.. Also, you are also, experiencing a happy married life with him with a sweetnlottle kid too.. The question or the reflection which need to gonthrough will be, "Do I want this marriage with turban I wanted to live with or Am I going to blame him and damage this relationship itself..