Hi
First of all you need to calm down, which could be difficult in your case. Ok let’s take this one at a time . So you had depression followed by panic attacks & breathing issues, no direction in life or purpose
The only thing that caught my attention is your concluding statement that you want to live your life with determination
This means you are a strong willed woman
Next Steps
I will be more than happy to help you here online or offline
We need to address your issues from the core which has resulted in multiple issues following in your current life
Health Tips
Just seek help, get direction from a professional
Your are fine , just going through a phase that needs to be addressed, so don’t panic ...