It seems like you are having a hard time and feel insecure in your marriage. Being anxious and checking for possible signs of breakdown of marriage can b a nerve wracking and draining task. Instead of that, focus on what is good in the marriage and any positive signs of his commitment to you. Take out time for each other and say, do things which strengthen your bond together.
Next Steps
See a marriage counselor in your city.
Health Tips
Learn how to relax and take your mind off anxiety.