Taking your life because of abuse you fave at home is not the solution.only you will be the one losing your life.physical and mental abuse is punishable offense in Indian law, kindly contact women's helpline for domestic abuse.
Get yourself safe and immediately work in your mental health as you have been having suicidal thoughts. Deal with mental health that has got disrupted as a result of the mental abuse.
Next Steps
seek help for physical abuse, and work on mental health alongside, as you have suicidal thoughts
Health Tips
keep yourself physically safe. keep away the suicidal ideation