After ESWL - Life Went Depression. Go!

In May 2026 i had electronic shock wave where stones break from that. before 6MM after 4 MM it not completely removed and left side 3 MM. after that operation i have so much body itching especially in Night. then i went to skin doctor he prescribed medicines now its controlled but i feel like it happens due to allergy of so many glucose, Medicines before and after Operation. after 1-2 Months ! I got so much fatigue and knee pains while operation i lost so much blood. currently i feel so much depression because overall all these Medicines. Because My life is so good before all these GYM Rich Protein Food Good Mood Now i feel lost and Depression for below Reasons - 1. I had Kidney Stone operation but still stone present there. 2. I had skin itching / Fungal infection 3. I feel Fatigue and knee pains daily How Im facing all these idk how i was how i now i felt so much pain. because i want to hit gym and progress on my fatloss Journey. I scared because if i start What if stones go