13years of medicine usage. Attendance).

How to stop usage of medicines... How to become normal... Undergone four times shock treatment... 1).Started in my first year of engineering which made me to stop my college... 2). After joined in B pharmacy college Madurai (Tamil Nadu)... with in two months left this college also by again admitting in hospital... 3). After B pharmacy joined in digree college..this time after 6 months left this college... 4). After leaving digree joined in a job as bus conductor...which I left by doing for 6 months (with irregular attendance)... 5). After leaving the job joined in a diploma course for the position of safety officer... Started my journey to gulf for short periods like 2 months(3times)... 6). After that I left that field and started as driver in my brother company in gulf (Qatar)...this job continued for one year by ending me to emergency vacation for treatment (shock)... 7). After vacation till today doing job as driver... I am from karimnagar near to Hyderabad, Telangana,India.