UNHEALTHY MENTAL STATE. Energy of semen.

I am 26 years old. 8 years ago, I bought body building powder from an illegal place, which was not even medically valid or recognized. I used it for about two months, but before the completion of two months, I got very big and red blisters on my back and face, and I stopped taking that powder completely. As soon as I stopped taking it, I started feeling very bad. Then I stopped sleeping and my sex functions got affected a lot. Even semen did not come out. I lived my life without sleep and in a state of weakness. There has been some improvement in the last two years, but it has not been cured. My brain and sexual health have not improved. My brain does not feel healthy, I do not get good sleep and I do not feel the energy of semen.