Testicular atrophy or not. Maybe nerves.

I had a few doubts that I had epididymitis for last one year. But i never had any recurrent pain. I felt it once for a week last year. Idk if I took so much stress which is why I think it was epididymitis or not. But as of now I feel that my left testicle is smaller and it doesn't feel like a hard rubber ball like the right one. It feels way more squishy. It's not too small when I look at it. But it does feel smaller than right one because it hardly feels like a ball like the right one. Though it hangs lower than the right one. So idk if it's because of stress that I am worrying too much and it's normal OR it's a problem i am having. Either way I don't feel pain. But yeah last month I did feel a little discomfort on upper thigh and inner thigh.. mostly upper left thigh..the pain or discomfort was or maybe less..it came and go like..zooop.. maybe nerves..It happened when I was stressing too much and searching about epididymitis and its symptoms everyday. it's normal now so idk..