Strange behaviour. Loves me or hates me?

Hi..I've been under the treatment of a doctor since 2018 for my health problems..As a doctor he is very good but his psychology is really strange,since the starting of my treatment I've been noticing this..For example,he calls me in the end even if my serial is earlier,and as an excuse he says I like talking to you that's why,if I don't call other patients they'll start shouting etc sometimes he even refuses to meet with me,behaves rudely etc,he considers himself as my father,hes over protective about me,before my ot he never sees my face,speaks to my father and says if he sees my face hell become weak,after my 1st open surgery in 2019,he came to meet me in SICU,he almost got teary eyed,and kept on asking me whether I was having immense pain or not,he's very stubborn,he can do anything for his mental satisfaction,even if it means making you spend a lot etc,he doesn't do like this with the others but why me?He loves me or hates me?hes behaviour is absurd,im really puzzled..Please reply.