Pulsing fingertips. On a hard surface.

Is it normal to feel pulse on fingertips, .if u firmly press on a hard surface . No i dontr ferl it everytime neither it hurts aur any sensation, but if you grab something with my hand and if my concentration by mist go towards my grip i feel pulse,not throbbing sensation straight up pulse the heart rate, have consulted a cardiologist, neurologist, by the way 2 neurologist one straight up said fo color Doppler without listening to my whole issue the other one said no need, my concern is like when we use pulse oximeter it reads our pulae from our finger, so is the pulse i am feelinon fingertips normal or not.. Please help. I don't have any heart condition had my echo and ecg done, but once i had.my bp shoot 160/118 due to.severe stress after an injury. I dont have any other issue, also i have consultes two GP as well but still its quite irritating.🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏