Over masturbation regularly from 16 year

I m suffering from very big problem due to masturbation from 16 years regularly. My penis became very small and very thin from root .i m in very wrost condition please help me out of this. Ejeculation done in 2 min with transparent fluid in little quantity. I stoped but it's became to late. I m in very big depression. I m facing problem pain in lower abdomen, depression,memory loss,eyes problem,headache etc many times I tried to stoped it but I dont success in that. Due to this my life became very wrost . Please help me . My family fixed my marriage within 4 months . I spoiled my life. Sometimes I think for sucide please help me. I even can't do sex then how can I do with my wife how can I satisfy him how can I became father..my whole life spoiled . Please help me pls kya me apni life dobara se jee sakta hu .pls meri help karo ...please only genuine doctor with good experience and knowledge contact . Please please