Mood swings. To get good marks anyhow.

I fall sick regularly.had a bitter past n I m seeing unusual things happening around me...when I was small my parents put it in my mind that u have to get good marks anyhow..I did my best n top in my senior secondary examination..then I got in a relationship but my best friend as well as my boyfriend's friend kissed me forcibly. I told my boyfriend thinking he will understand but he left me...then I remain in contact with same person(Shobhit) who had kissed me as he had blackmailed me that he will kill himself.time passed n he realised his mistake v (me and shobhit) got into relationship but he started torturing me both physically and mentally..he cheated over me n left me..I got so down in studies then I left everyone n broke all contacts n scored 86% in my btech first year..but I was not happy n my mensuration related problems continued..then I met a person who took my care like a child I again started smiling all my issues vanished except anxiety problems..I HV more to tell