Miserable life

HELLO RESPECTED DOCTORS . I'M SUFFERING FROM CARDIOPHOBIA AND PANIC DISORDER CONFIRMED BY PSYCHIATRY... ALL MY TESTS ARE NORMAL ECG ECHO and TMT NEGATIVE... I WANNA PLAY SPORTS, GO TO GYM AND LIVE a LIFE LIKE OTHERS BUT THIS CARDIO FEAR IS VERY DISTURBING ME... yesterday i read a 20 yrs old guy dead doing Gym and its making me panick again 😞😞 now I'm scared to do excercise 😞😞 WHAT SHOULD I DO TO GET OFF THIS FEAR? MY CARDIOLOGIST DOCTOR IS REFERING ME TO PSYCHIATRIST AND HE is GIVING ME SSRI'S AND SLEEPING PILLS BUT MY FEAR IS NOT GOING 😞😞 IT'S BEEN 5 YEARS I'M LIKE THIS 😞 EVERYDAY IS A STRUGGLE... what should I do 😞 Im not living well with this fear...shall i do an angiogram to check for blocks?😞 my doctor said no need because TMT is negative with 10 Mets 😞😞 and also I'm not having any symptoms except everyday fear 😞😞😞