Life decisions. Sacrifice with that.

I'm not at all happy with my current life... Wanna run away somewhere but not able to, so many expectations from me by everyone attached to me.. got recently married, didn't wanted to but due to family pressure I had to.. in -laws family too much orthodox.. tried for a year but realised I'm not their cup of tea. I can't try anymore.. my whole life has been a sacrificing one. I'm too emotional kind of a person, can't share my feelings soon. Well my husband is an understanding person.. but now even he is bound to force me to get settled in that village, I mean where his parents stay.. there I hav to stay like a prisoner, so many rules n boundations. I already hav a job in Guwahati. My in-laws are from Tripura. I have been trying, it's been a year, now I can't.. I just can't .. but u know society, how they gossip. But even my padon't understand me, they say me to change, stop meeting my friends...my life's priority is freedom n I can't sacrifice with that.