I want to do job and stand on my own.

My father don't want me to go out for my job. Because he thinks I am not responsible enough to do anything. He always have some or the other reason to not send me out Sometimes he say I will only allow if you stay with your brother, i am okay with that, but he stills never let me go Sometimes he says gain some weight than you can go Sometimes he says do household chores than I will send, I have even learnt how to make rotis still he is not willing to send me I am unable to make my career because of this No one is there to support me. I am fed up of my life I am also suffering from tuberculosis, that too again I had its medications from 2013 to 2016 already. My health problems and my father too has always stopped me to make my dream come true. I dont know if I will be able to do what I want or not But I really want to do job, and stand on my own. I have so many weaknesses and flaws which my father can see and always points them out. He always says that he is always tensed because of me.