Hand Tremors. That would be better.

I was diagnosed with essential tremors some 10 years ago but I couldn't continue the medicines prescribed to me by a Neurologist. I didn't confirm with other Neurologists whether it is a actully essential tremors or something else. Now after 10 years, I see myself in a more serious situation. My hands shake a lot now whenever I hold something. They do so usually when I hold a lightweight thing like a pen or cup or during when I eat. Basically only when my fingers are involved. Recently I have observed some more problems, like anxiety, stress, pain at the lower back while standing and frequent urination sometimes. I went to the doc and she prescribed me with Sertralin for anxiety but it only escalated the problem further. So I stopped taking any medications. Please help me and if we can have a video or in clinic appointment that would be better.