Fore arm tattoo raised skin. Something?

I had a tattoo and during my college third year I decided to get it removed. And went to near clinic and did two laser sittings but doctor was not that good and i didn't continue the sittings because of financial conditions. My skin was raised in some places of tattoo because of doctor as she was not that good. I didn't know what to do. Lockdown also happened during that time. This year I went to one dermatologist in Chandigarh and she said full tattoo removal might not be possible. So she just tried to make my raised skin little down by using kenakort injections and I had 4 sittings. Some of my raised skin became almost good but not all. Two weeks ago, I decided to make a cover up tattoo over this. And I am not liking it as my past skin which was little raised, its visible and I am feeling regret about it. I don't know what to do. I am getting in depression day by day. Can anyone suggest me something ? I have always regretted all my decisions and I don't know what to do.