Domination egoism of husband. Not come.

Hi I can totally understand the reason for your dilemma and why you don't want to involve your family. I also know how hurt you are, but there times when opening up to someone close really helps, moreover this is a abusive relationship and it's high time you did something to stop it. So u can think of telling some adult in your family you trust it can also be your parents, or anyone you think can help you in this case. I hope you know you can also take legal action incase you want to. In addition I also feel that your husband needs psychological help. I would suggest marriage counseling sessions if he agrees for his session you must take sessions to help yourself , I am sure counselling sessions can help you get over the negativity and trauma that has been caused due to your current stressors, and can help in improving your coping skills. One way in which you can make your husband agree to meet a professional is by telling him that's it for you because post pregnancy you feel stressed, because as far as I can understand if you put it on him he may become a little defensive.