Depression. But suffering is real.

Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. I can understand your suitation. Marriage is a major decision in one's life and it's better to get into this only if you are ready and prepared, else you will unnecessarily impact another individual life. Secondly, you need to set your priority and focus or interest area for your future and see where are you progressing on it. As a parent, if they see you progressing on your dreams will not force on something against your wish. To achieve that, first you need bring back your mind and body in health state. You may need a counseling guidance to assess your emotional and health. Status. Based on that a suitable solution can be explored. Connect me online to discuss further and find a suitable solution.

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