Depression, Anxiety, Stress.

I have lost all interest in any activity and have lost purpose for all goals i used to have passion for some time back. I suffer from severe anxiety for small issues and i fixate on minute things till they are over. I can't sleep or eat when I'm worried about something. I have self-harmed myself few times. I think about suicide hundreds of time during the day. Although I'm not suicidal, I understand these feelings are temporary and I do have reasons not to commit suicide. I have never tried it or thought about trying it. Just sometimes think it will be better if I could just kill myself to end the stress and anxiety. I am always worried, constantly. I hate being social, but I also feel lonely. I don't trust myself or any situation. I feel like I'm a failure and a disappointment.